2015.02.07. This just ruins me...

Such that woman find me? I begin to understand that now slowly. I give everything I can, all of myself without a reserve to her. I know how to listen and to hear her. I know how to help her in a hard minute. I know what to say and to write to her. I know how to give warmness of my heart and soul to her. All of me. She doesn't need it. She... doesn't let me go... No, there's not so. I don't want her to let me go. She will return to me?... I would like hope so but... It kills me... I'll be waiting hopelessly...